Day 45: Feeling Down

I'm feeling down again. I do so well for a few days, then I'm terrible and gain everything back. My pants are starting to feel tight again, and I feel like I've wasted the last 45 days. I need another jumpstart. So starting today, I am not going to have any fast food or takeout or deli, or anything else that wasn't made at home. I'm also giving up all drinks with calories, except for 1 cup of milk per day (which I probably won't even drink since I rarely do). And starting in November (come on, I have to live a little bit) I'm not going to have any candy until Christmas. And I kind of want to do paleo or south beach, or something to help get me back to eating healthy food. All I know is, things aren't working and I need to change things up to help re-motivate me.